Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Silver Lining???

I cant believe its already the 24th of November!! This year has been going by way to fast. But hopefully with the good I have coming in my life it will make for a good 2011.

I updated the other day that i got a car! Im very happy with it, has some small issues that i gotta work out and needs wipers and tires but other than that its a good lil car. :)

Now for the rest of things in my life....

I have been workin at Gordmans since July. I love my job there and what I do but at 8.25 and hour i need more than 15 HOURS A WEEK! Impossible right, I hate the stress that comes with money and I was getting very sick of them promising me hours hey werent going to give me. So What did I do you ask? I went and got a better job! Im super excited to start on Monday. I will be getting 40 hours a week and making 10.35 an hour! WHOA! haha I will be working at IBM doing Tech support on Apple Products. Ipods, Ipads, and Iphones! After Jan 1st I will have full Benefits and After 90 days i will go up to  10.60 and hour! I want to keep gordmans for a little while longer but i don't know what they will like me to much when i say "hey i can only work weekends from Now on. haha Oh well not a job worth keeping. If they wont work with me I wont work FOR them. I love the people I work with there and with them only scheduling me two days a week anyway i dont see how they can throw too big of a fit.

So yes I No longer have a 250 dollar car payment anymore and my rent is only 312.50 a month! and with my cell phone and insurance I will be paying about 450 tops a month on bills. SOOOO after bringing home 1400 a month I should be totally good to go on money.

I have needed a silver lining for a long time. The only thing I am missing in my life right now is someone to love. I'm sure that will come but with my past i dont hold out to much hope on it. I have been through a lot when it comes to relationships. The one person i truly saw me spending my life with now lives in England and is marrying someone else. :(  The guy before that is marrying the next girl he went out with. Sound familiar?? I'M 
GOOD LUCK CHUCK! haha... I know its probably stupid to look at it that way but i cant help it. I miss being Happy. I cant remember the last time i was truely happy. With EVERYTHING in my life.  Don't get me wrong I am happy for him and wish him the best but wonder alot what would have happened with us had we not went our separate ways when he left. Sigh. who knows really.

Anyway i am going to go start my day but decided it was a good morning to right. Cant/ don't want to do much cause well Its snowing outside and im a weanie when its super cold out. haha Off to work at 3 and then Thanksgiving tomorrow.


Hope you all have a great Thanksgiving! 





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